25.1.08

not issues if embraced

I surprise myself with how content I can be
I never get my way. For instance
right now.

Im not satisfied with -
my living situation
my looks
my HAIR
work
friends
boys
and staying home on Friday nights
yet im still smiling

fuck.

I wish I could get mad
or pushed enough to do some kind of dramatic temporary fix
I wish I could get back to my spontaneous self
this sucks
well, I most likely wont fix it any time soon
im such a lazy ass
well. I colored my hair back to blonde. I was red for a week
it looked gey
now, im going to eat kettle corn and text people
even tho I hate texting.
I HATE TEXTING

I need a social life.

Peace

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