26.12.06

Please dont date me

im bad news
i get scared
then become rude
i dont know why
i was mad at you all the time
you didnt do anything wrong
i am too busy and stressed
and i take it out on you
then i feel like a bad person
maybe i feel like you dont take
my aspirations seriously
and im too childish and immature
to show you how i feel about you
call me selfish
i just wont let me beat myself up
and night, wondering if ive hurt
your feelings like usual
ive never tried to ditch you
or forgot to call
im just a shitty girlfriend

i guess i should just buy some cats
and a yellow house and read shelby johnson books
and die alone

i am retarded

im sorry riley

happy birthday Oma

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