So many thoughts and ideas and hopes running thru my head, I wouldn’t even know where to begin. I’ve come to the conclusion that my former self, is a better looker and writer then ill ever be. When this massive changed happened, I am not sure if ill ever know. All I want is to be content with myself. To love and understand myself. I am just having a very hard time doing so, I’ m going to take a bath, in hope that will calm the relentless beating in my chest and torso.
I'm waiting for his call.